この日本語訳お願いします
長くてすみません

My mother was embarrassed
that I wasn't going on to
high school and worried
about what the relatives
would think.

I didn't beat her up because
I enjoyed doing it.

"Wherever I've gone,no one
would have me. I need to
belong. I don't want to be
alone. I need to feel like
I belong."

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